LATTIMER, R: Yeah. You have like, infinite reserves of patience. Not a lot of other people would have been okay with my inhibitions, you know? They'd have tried to pressure me, or just not bothered at all, right? But you, you've just been waiting for me to get there on my own even if there was a chance I never would, with you, I mean.
We should probably wrap this up soon, unless you're planning to do a whole audiopron, which you'll have to do yourself since I can't audiopron. Or pron in general.
ENSYNE, R: I can't even- [sound muffled, speculation: cloth] be a hero in their stupid test, I have to be the asshole who shoots before he asks questions, and kills some guy and gets court-martialed and deserves it.
LATTIMER, R: No. No way. They told you to protect those cadets and you did. He didn't even give you any choice. If they wanted someone more qualified they should have gotten someone that was actually trained to do the job.
ENSYNE, R: Two- [sound muffled, speculation: cloth] out of three isn't great results.
LATTIMER, R: It's better than a lot of people would have done. Some people would have just froze and let them all get killed, you know? Hey... [sound identified: kiss, subgenre; comforting] Hey, come on. You were able to save those other two cadets, right?
ENSYNE, R: I...maybe. It's...
[silence: 7 seconds]
ENSYNE, R: He was six inches from me. I was looking into his eyes.
LATTIMER, R: It's all right, I've got you. Tell me what you need.
ENSYNE, R: I... [sound muffled, speculation: cloth] I don't want to ask for something you don't want.
[silence: 52 seconds]
ENSYNE, R: Sorry...
LATTIMER, R: No, it's. I. I've been meaning to talk to you about that, actually.
ENSYNE, R: Um. Oh? [tone: worry]
LATTIMER, R: Yeah. You um. You're kind of amazing, you know that?
ENSYNE, R: Um. You really think so?
LATTIMER, R: Yeah. You have like, infinite reserves of patience. Not a lot of other people would have been okay with my inhibitions, you know? They'd have tried to pressure me, or just not bothered at all, right? But you, you've just been waiting for me to get there on my own even if there was a chance I never would, with you, I mean.
And I um. I think, I think I'm there.
ENSYNE, R: Um. Really?
LATTIMER, R: Well, I said I wanted it to be with someone special, right? I can't think of anyone more special than you, you know?
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And I um. I think, I think I'm there.
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[sound identified: fabric rustling, subgenre: clothing]
[sound identified: kiss, subgenre: hesitant]
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[sound identified: kiss, subgenre: long]
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[silence: 5 seconds]
ENSYNE, R: I. [sound identified: deep breath] I love you, Rees.
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END AUDIO RECORD
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OKAY I WILL GET ON FORMATTING THAT AND GET IT UP SOME TIME IN THE NEXT FOUR MONTHS. /procrastinating procrastinator
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HEY HEY I KNOW. WHY DON'T YOU PUT EVERYTHING IN ONE TEXT BOX AND I'LL FORMAT IT FOR US? /lazy procrastinating procrastinator
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LATTIMER, R: Hey, it's okay. [sound identified: blank noise, subgenre; soothing]
[sound identified: fabric rustling, subgenre: clothing]
ENSYNE, R: I can't even- [sound muffled, speculation: cloth] be a hero in their stupid test, I have to be the asshole who shoots before he asks questions, and kills some guy and gets court-martialed and deserves it.
LATTIMER, R: No. No way. They told you to protect those cadets and you did. He didn't even give you any choice. If they wanted someone more qualified they should have gotten someone that was actually trained to do the job.
ENSYNE, R: Two- [sound muffled, speculation: cloth] out of three isn't great results.
LATTIMER, R: It's better than a lot of people would have done. Some people would have just froze and let them all get killed, you know? Hey... [sound identified: kiss, subgenre; comforting] Hey, come on. You were able to save those other two cadets, right?
ENSYNE, R: I...maybe. It's...
[silence: 7 seconds]
ENSYNE, R: He was six inches from me. I was looking into his eyes.
LATTIMER, R: What did you see?
ENSYNE, R: Don't ask me that. [sound identified: breath, subgenre: harsh]
LATTIMER, R: Okay. Sorry. I didn't-
ENSYNE, R: No, it's... I don't want to think about it.
[silence: 8 seconds]
ENSYNE, R: I don't want to think.
LATTIMER, R: 'kay. Hey, come here, we can just lie here and not think.
ENSYNE, R: [volume: 50%] Rees. [sound identified: kiss]
LATTIMER, R: It's all right, I've got you. Tell me what you need.
ENSYNE, R: I... [sound muffled, speculation: cloth] I don't want to ask for something you don't want.
[silence: 52 seconds]
ENSYNE, R: Sorry...
LATTIMER, R: No, it's. I. I've been meaning to talk to you about that, actually.
ENSYNE, R: Um. Oh? [tone: worry]
LATTIMER, R: Yeah. You um. You're kind of amazing, you know that?
ENSYNE, R: Um. You really think so?
LATTIMER, R: Yeah. You have like, infinite reserves of patience. Not a lot of other people would have been okay with my inhibitions, you know? They'd have tried to pressure me, or just not bothered at all, right? But you, you've just been waiting for me to get there on my own even if there was a chance I never would, with you, I mean.
And I um. I think, I think I'm there.
ENSYNE, R: Um. Really?
LATTIMER, R: Well, I said I wanted it to be with someone special, right? I can't think of anyone more special than you, you know?
ENSYNE, R: [sound muffled, speculation: cloth] Oh.
[sound identified: fabric rustling, subgenre: clothing]
[sound identified: kiss, subgenre: hesitant]
LATTIMER, R: I'm not going to break, you know. [sound identified: laughter, subgenre; nervous]
ENSYNE, R: R-right. Um. [sound identified: fabric rustling, subgenre: clothing] Less clothing?
[sound identified: kiss, subgenre: long]
LATTIMER, R: I'll never object to you with less clothing.
ENSYNE, R: Heh. 'kay. [sound identified: fabric rustling, subgenre: unbuttoning]
ENSYNE, R: U-um, no.
[silence: 5 seconds]
ENSYNE, R: I. [sound identified: deep breath] I love you, Rees.
LATTIMER, R: I love you too. [sound identified: kiss, subgenre; passionate]
ENSYNE, R: Um. [sound identified: kiss, subgenre; passionate] Before we get any farther. Do you, um...want to do me? It'll be easier for first time.
LATTIMER, R: Ah.. um... yes?
ENSYNE, R: [sound identified: laugh] Okay. Sounds good. C'mere.
END AUDIO RECORD
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